Tuesday, December 29, 2009

R.I.P

See,
I sat here and I planned it out for days
What was I going to say? How was I going to do it?
Would it be messy and leave evidence behind?
Or was I gonna make it quick and painless?
See you refused to make loving you easy
And you refused to let me love you.
You put me through pure hell and made me a loveless zombie.
But now, right now, I've decided, the end has come.
You should be dead, but do I really want your blood on my hands?
You dont deserve life, you deserve to suffer and die slowly like I did inside.
I tried, God knows I did, but it wasnt good enough for you.
Everything had to be so fucking perfect, it had to go your way.
But who's laughing now? Huh motherfucker who's laughing now?
Yes its me laughing, over your weak body, hahahaha.
This should be satisfying, but for some reason its not.
Why am I crying? Why do I still hurt?
I thought once I was rid of you for good, I would be free.
Let me go, let me fucking go, I dont need you, I dont need this.
I lost track for a minute thought you had me there huh?
Ha. You'll never hurt me again.
You see,
Im nothing but a shell now
A heartless, soul-less shell.
Are you proud of what you created?
Look at me when Im talking to you.
LOOK AT WHAT YOU'VE MADE OF ME!
Look into my eyes, what do you see?
Do you see the one u once loved?
Or do you see the hatred, pain, and evil you single handedly created?
I hate you I HATE YOU I fucking HATE YOU
I win this time, give in.
Stop fighting its over.
Let go of your last breath.
Close your eyes.
R.I.P Relationship

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