I may not be the chick you see in the video
But I bet I can shake my ass better than her
I can dance too, I may not have her body
But I look good too
I may not be on the CoverGirl commercial
But I have a smooth face and besides I dont need makeup to define me
I rock lipgloss only, why isnt there a commercial for that?
Lil Mama did the Video and it was hot, Can I do the commercial?
No I have not been on a Reality TV show
But my life IS a reality, and yet nobody has offered me a show yet
FOX, NBC, MTV, BET, E!, and CBS aint ringing my phone off the hook
I guess because they're afraid of what they might see, my life is unscripted.
I dont have the same body as the girls on tv
But I think its good enough for me and I KNOW its good enough for him
As long as I feel good about myself, why go through great lengths to change?
Plastic makes you fake, I dont want to be Barbie
My skin is not flawless
But then again neither is yours, you just cover your with makeup
My scars and bruises are curators in the museum of my life
You dont know what I've been thru, I have nothing to hide, Do you?
Yeah Im Broke, Why do you make it seem like a crime?
Yeah you're in the videos poppin bottles, latest clothes, and cars
The truth is, you're broker than me in the end
You flashing money and throwin it in the air, And dont even own it
Im young with children, But I dont consider them mistakes
My children are my angels, they give me something to live for
I dont need to party 24/7 in order to realize that I have a life
I know Im alive I thank god everyday
So
I dont need to be the girl in the videos, the movies, the commercials, or the runway, or worry about the latest trends
I am ME...And Thats All that matters
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
A Vision
I saw a man standing in the darkness
He slowly began walking towards me
Staring deep into my soul
Touching my face gently with his hand
He leaned over slowly and kissed my lips
Sliding his soft wet tongue into my mouth
His gentle hands exploring my body
As mine explored his ever so gently
He caressed my neck with his mouth
As he unbuttoned my shirt quickly
I quickly unbuttoned his pants
and explored his body
I dropped to my knees and took his erect masculinity into my mouth
Licking sucking kissing making every spot wet
Not leaving a spot untouched as I heard a soft moan
Then his juices exploded in my mouth and vanished with a swallow
I felt him lift me gently kissing me as he walked
Then gently lying me on a bed clad with rose petals
Then laying on top of me staring into my soul again
I began to moan as he slid into me softly
His movements began slow then faster
He began to go deeper and my moans got loud
I heard him groan then move faster
He kissed my breast and I rubbed his neck
The temperature rose and so did my moans
His tongue slid into my zone and I smiled
He licked and kissed making me squirm
He licked and swallowed as juices started to flow
He climbed back on top and slid harder into me again
He went faster and faster as sweat dripped
I let out a moan he went faster
Finally I came
He laid his head on my breast and kissed it
We let sleep overcome us as time passed
We awoke and smiled and kissed
Then I realized who this man was...
It was you....
He slowly began walking towards me
Staring deep into my soul
Touching my face gently with his hand
He leaned over slowly and kissed my lips
Sliding his soft wet tongue into my mouth
His gentle hands exploring my body
As mine explored his ever so gently
He caressed my neck with his mouth
As he unbuttoned my shirt quickly
I quickly unbuttoned his pants
and explored his body
I dropped to my knees and took his erect masculinity into my mouth
Licking sucking kissing making every spot wet
Not leaving a spot untouched as I heard a soft moan
Then his juices exploded in my mouth and vanished with a swallow
I felt him lift me gently kissing me as he walked
Then gently lying me on a bed clad with rose petals
Then laying on top of me staring into my soul again
I began to moan as he slid into me softly
His movements began slow then faster
He began to go deeper and my moans got loud
I heard him groan then move faster
He kissed my breast and I rubbed his neck
The temperature rose and so did my moans
His tongue slid into my zone and I smiled
He licked and kissed making me squirm
He licked and swallowed as juices started to flow
He climbed back on top and slid harder into me again
He went faster and faster as sweat dripped
I let out a moan he went faster
Finally I came
He laid his head on my breast and kissed it
We let sleep overcome us as time passed
We awoke and smiled and kissed
Then I realized who this man was...
It was you....
What's Going On?
The world is full hate and evil
even children are corrupt killing their parents, classmates and neighbors
Husbands killing their pregnant wives to be with their lover
Teenagers Killing their babies cuz they scared to be mothers
Hate crime rates explodin off the charts
Lonely single mothers left with broken hearts
Children finding dirty needles on the playground
Children running away lost and never found
Child molestation becoming a habit
A man see a girl and determines he's got to have it
Take her and and have is way
Chop her up and leave her in a laundry basket
Families trying to find freedom and a place to call home
Thought people could be trusted leaving their kids home alone
Finding them decapitated crying on the phone
Poor kids didnt even get get older and be grown
Girls getting beatup for playing a harmless game
They way they did her was a crying shame
The people she was wit had to be lame
Only one had her back was her sister now she cant even remember her name
Simple things like cellphones is taking lives
Just think if she had not had let him hold it would she still be alive?
Or if she had called someone to give her a ride
All she wanted her cell phone back was that so wrong?
No one ever knew that in a quick second she was gone
Why do we sit around while the crime rate soars?
Thugs and drug dealers taking over our corner stores
This drama has been going on for so long
I know what marvin gay meant when he said "What's going on?"
even children are corrupt killing their parents, classmates and neighbors
Husbands killing their pregnant wives to be with their lover
Teenagers Killing their babies cuz they scared to be mothers
Hate crime rates explodin off the charts
Lonely single mothers left with broken hearts
Children finding dirty needles on the playground
Children running away lost and never found
Child molestation becoming a habit
A man see a girl and determines he's got to have it
Take her and and have is way
Chop her up and leave her in a laundry basket
Families trying to find freedom and a place to call home
Thought people could be trusted leaving their kids home alone
Finding them decapitated crying on the phone
Poor kids didnt even get get older and be grown
Girls getting beatup for playing a harmless game
They way they did her was a crying shame
The people she was wit had to be lame
Only one had her back was her sister now she cant even remember her name
Simple things like cellphones is taking lives
Just think if she had not had let him hold it would she still be alive?
Or if she had called someone to give her a ride
All she wanted her cell phone back was that so wrong?
No one ever knew that in a quick second she was gone
Why do we sit around while the crime rate soars?
Thugs and drug dealers taking over our corner stores
This drama has been going on for so long
I know what marvin gay meant when he said "What's going on?"
Guy/Girl
Guy Meets Girl
Girl Meets Guy
Guy hurts Girl
Girl hurts Guy
Guy leaves Girl
Girl hates guy
Guy misses girl
But Girl already commited suicide
Girl Meets Guy
Guy hurts Girl
Girl hurts Guy
Guy leaves Girl
Girl hates guy
Guy misses girl
But Girl already commited suicide
Thank you
hank you for being there when I needed you
Thank you for helping me when I didn't know what to do
Thank you for saying I love you and meaning it
Thank you for calling me your boo
Thank you for sharing your love with me
Thank you for being my eyes when I couldn't see
Thank you for loving me unconditionally
Thank you for being my baby
Thank you for sharing your time
Thank you for being mine
Thank you for being my life
Thank you for helping me with my strife
Thank you for helping me when I didn't know what to do
Thank you for saying I love you and meaning it
Thank you for calling me your boo
Thank you for sharing your love with me
Thank you for being my eyes when I couldn't see
Thank you for loving me unconditionally
Thank you for being my baby
Thank you for sharing your time
Thank you for being mine
Thank you for being my life
Thank you for helping me with my strife
R.I.P
See,
I sat here and I planned it out for days
What was I going to say? How was I going to do it?
Would it be messy and leave evidence behind?
Or was I gonna make it quick and painless?
See you refused to make loving you easy
And you refused to let me love you.
You put me through pure hell and made me a loveless zombie.
But now, right now, I've decided, the end has come.
You should be dead, but do I really want your blood on my hands?
You dont deserve life, you deserve to suffer and die slowly like I did inside.
I tried, God knows I did, but it wasnt good enough for you.
Everything had to be so fucking perfect, it had to go your way.
But who's laughing now? Huh motherfucker who's laughing now?
Yes its me laughing, over your weak body, hahahaha.
This should be satisfying, but for some reason its not.
Why am I crying? Why do I still hurt?
I thought once I was rid of you for good, I would be free.
Let me go, let me fucking go, I dont need you, I dont need this.
I lost track for a minute thought you had me there huh?
Ha. You'll never hurt me again.
You see,
Im nothing but a shell now
A heartless, soul-less shell.
Are you proud of what you created?
Look at me when Im talking to you.
LOOK AT WHAT YOU'VE MADE OF ME!
Look into my eyes, what do you see?
Do you see the one u once loved?
Or do you see the hatred, pain, and evil you single handedly created?
I hate you I HATE YOU I fucking HATE YOU
I win this time, give in.
Stop fighting its over.
Let go of your last breath.
Close your eyes.
R.I.P Relationship
I sat here and I planned it out for days
What was I going to say? How was I going to do it?
Would it be messy and leave evidence behind?
Or was I gonna make it quick and painless?
See you refused to make loving you easy
And you refused to let me love you.
You put me through pure hell and made me a loveless zombie.
But now, right now, I've decided, the end has come.
You should be dead, but do I really want your blood on my hands?
You dont deserve life, you deserve to suffer and die slowly like I did inside.
I tried, God knows I did, but it wasnt good enough for you.
Everything had to be so fucking perfect, it had to go your way.
But who's laughing now? Huh motherfucker who's laughing now?
Yes its me laughing, over your weak body, hahahaha.
This should be satisfying, but for some reason its not.
Why am I crying? Why do I still hurt?
I thought once I was rid of you for good, I would be free.
Let me go, let me fucking go, I dont need you, I dont need this.
I lost track for a minute thought you had me there huh?
Ha. You'll never hurt me again.
You see,
Im nothing but a shell now
A heartless, soul-less shell.
Are you proud of what you created?
Look at me when Im talking to you.
LOOK AT WHAT YOU'VE MADE OF ME!
Look into my eyes, what do you see?
Do you see the one u once loved?
Or do you see the hatred, pain, and evil you single handedly created?
I hate you I HATE YOU I fucking HATE YOU
I win this time, give in.
Stop fighting its over.
Let go of your last breath.
Close your eyes.
R.I.P Relationship
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